let's go in a caravan

where's my coffee fix.

2009-11-08T01:18:31Z

i had such bad cravings for coffee on this really really hot day
havent slpt much in the last two days rushing out my folio.
walked to brother baba budan from collins.
and saw the word CLOSED written on a paper bag
hang on the glass door.
how environmental i see.

its a sign.
i shouldn't be drinking coffee!
HA
had a cool watermelon and carrot juice instead
and that made me really really hungry for some weird rsn.
omg i'm rambling

its damn fucking hot these past few days.
its like melbourne is preparing us for singapore's
omfg hot & humid weather!
zommgggg 5days to go!
wheeeeeeee!

FAT. ):

2009-11-06T10:09:13Z

went jogging ydae and tdy
omg.
15mins and that was it.
):

i'm so fat now its demoralizing.
bridesmaid for my sissie's wedding is
ZOMG even more demoralizing
cuz all her friends are so tall
and not forgetting HOT too.
i'm like gonna be so short and fat.
hai.
oh wells...

i should be doing work now but i'm so lazyyyy
urgh..just 2 more days and i'l be done
just do it jil!!!

wo huai nian de. sunyanzi

2009-10-31T21:10:33Z

想问为什么
Xiang wen wei she me
我不再是你的快乐
Wo bu zai shi ni de kuai le
可是为什么
Ke shi wei she me

却苦笑说我都懂了

Que ku xiao shuo wo dou dong le
自尊常常将人拖着
Zi zun chang chang jiang ren tuo zhe
把爱都走曲折
Ba ai dou zou qu zhe
假装了解是怕
Jia zhuang le jie shi pa
真相太赤裸裸
Zhen xiang tai chi luo luo
狼狈比失去难受
Lang bei bi shi qu nan shou

我怀念的是无话不说
Wo huai nian de shi hua bu shuo
我怀念的是一起作梦
Wo huai nian de shi yi qi zuo meng
我怀念的是争吵以后
Wo huai nian de shi zheng chao yi hou
还是想要爱你的冲动
hai shi xiang yao ai ni de chong dong

我记得那年生日
Wo ji de na nian sheng ri
也记得那一首歌
Ye ji de na yi shou ge
记得那片星空
Ji de na pian xing kong
最紧的右手
Zui jin de you shou
最暖的胸口
Zui nuan de xiong kou
谁记得
Shei ji de
谁忘了
Shei wang le

MLIA.

2009-10-09T09:51:57Z

Today, expecting to get the answer 'penguins,'
I asked my three year old cousin what kind of birds don't fly.
She turned to me and said quite calmly and earnestly,
"Dead ones." My day was made. MLIA

Today, I got pulled over for speeding.
When he got to my car he said,
"I've been waiting all day to pull someone over."
I said, "Well I got here as fast as I could."
He laughed for about five minutes,
then gave me a ticket. MLIA

jillyjiljils @ 2009-10-06T07:55:00

2009-10-06T00:00:19Z

can't u just close ur eyes
and wake up feeling great
because yesterday is over.

i'm just tired.
really really tired.
can i just slp forever?

OMG. LV.

2009-09-28T17:30:48Z

i can just kill myself rite now.
cuz i just got my red epi leather LV wallet
and they had to have it in ORANGE now.
ORANGE!
oh and with GOLD zipper.
GOLD.
i'm super sad.

omg its so yummilicious.
SCREAMSSSS!
now i wish i had a bf.
):

omg i love this pouch.
hai.
why is orange such a
lovable color.
i need a job.
am so working for this man.

addictions

2009-09-24T11:29:36Z

"the state of being enslaved to a habit
or practice or to something that is
psychologically or physically habit-forming"

it makes people change.
one way or another.
one feels it does more bad than good.
but its always a pleasure to another
something that makes one feel good
but only temporarily.
knowing that its physically and
psychologically damaging.
one can't resist,
cos' the brain is already altered.

what's my addiction?

so much of trust.

2009-09-15T17:23:42Z

when u trust someone so much
it just never occur to you
that you'll be betrayed.
its just funny how they will never own up to it.
and how it really bugs you.
but u have to carry on and move on.

jillyjiljils @ 2009-08-26T18:52:00

2009-08-26T08:54:43Z

what will happen
if i give up everything
and just run away.

jillyjiljils @ 2009-08-26T00:51:00

2009-08-25T14:54:32Z

it sucks not knowing.
its worse not knowing how to face it.
and i haven't got a clue.
i know i'm just running away.

its scary when you don't know
what you're doing
all of a sudden
you can't see what's ahead.

jillyjiljils @ 2009-08-20T00:37:00

2009-08-19T14:38:14Z

procrastinate is my new name
or rather.
i just don't wanna do and
i have no idea why.

fattttsss

2009-08-04T13:36:56Z

living with people who cooks damn freaking to-die-for dishes
is not exactly ideal for one
who has an appetite of a cow and a large figure!
OMFRIGGINGOD
am putting on so much weight!!!

and yes.
am a closet drunk

our purdyy shoes!

when i was still sober
sizing looked like a freaking drunk

cheers to all
and thank god i dun look drunk!

and down i went.

thank god shan was all to high/sane
not to take a picture of me
making out with the toilet bowl!~
and thank you sizing for taking care of me!
and i know i was amusing la.
feel so freaking stupid and ridiculous now.
i had fun la!
but the morning aft sucked so bad.
i had no idea how much i drank.
no alcohol for me for the next month!

on a more serious note..
heading out to castlemaine for site visit tmr!
dunno wat to expect..
and i'm nt exactly prepared for anythg
but i hope it'll all go well for me!
and pleaseeee..
pleaseeee start doing work!

INTERNET!

2009-07-29T12:18:01Z

omg like finally.
heh.

well in short..
HOLIDAYS WAS AWESOME!!!
had an awesomous fantasticous
time road tripping with some really
seriously fun loving ppl!!
(:

OMG SCH'S STARTED!
):
i wished hols were longer for me to sleep and just do nth all day!
am so not doing work..this is badd..
alas.

anyways we've finally moved and settled in!
well not into the chrome yellow colored wall
apartment that we so wanted.
well..its called cityside.
its the quieter side of town which i LOVE.
and we have a really cosy placeee!
here's a sneak peek of our crib!

i love my new dining table!

orh orh the bean bag as shan named it.
like wtf rite. orh orh =/

u're welcomed by our display of
nice smelling shoes.

shan's artsy fartsy bedroom

siying's super clean neat room

and my prettaye messy but lovely room
ignore the slut face thr who has no more friends except us!

jillyjiljils @ 2009-06-27T09:10:00

2009-06-26T23:16:04Z

dinner was pretty nice ydae.
lots and lots of laughters.
so much that my stomach hurts!
(:

looking back
i thk we were the most ridiculous kids arnd!
but it was fun!

hmm..
and i feel fucking FAT
looking the pictures taken last yr
and pictures now
))):
nt looking good jilly.
GYM like soon!!

zomgs..
gracie and bensie poops
coming soonnnn!!!
eggcitinggg!

but damn,
we haven't got the apartment!
):
owner pls pls pls
return the keys
and pls pls pls
let us have the place!

food for thought

2009-06-23T14:58:05Z

had a great dinner with drie.
had a very interesting convo.

made me realise how different
a man and a woman think
how complex a human being's feelings can be.
i dun get that part where you love someone
but the spark is not there anymore.

its just weird.
wat would you do?
i dun thk i can ever let go.
and it sure sucks to not know.
i always thought ignorance is bliss.
but i guess the truth hurts.
but at least.
u knew what it was.

seriously,
drie nv fails to throw
'interesting' thoughts at me.
thank you for dinner and evrythg!
(:

hmm..

2009-06-18T14:52:37Z

i thk secretly i'm alcoholic!
HA
i finished like 3/4 bottle of
johnny walker black label on rocks
at yeelyn's k-party.
i drink 2 shots of baileys last nite
cuz it was freaking cold.
and just popped 2 shots of smirnoff!
AHAHAHHA
omg lar.
but it really keeps u warm for tt moment.

omg i wish wish wish wish
and pray pray prayyyyyy
we get the melbourne terrace apartment unit.
we'r all in love with it.
and the chrome yellow walls with high ceiling!
pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.

bof

2009-06-06T10:15:11Z

lynnie's watching BOF
korean version too..
shan and siying is totally crazy over
the 'chris' look alike cassanova KIM BUM guy.
whom i actually thot looked kinda like clifford lin.
i thk shan will kill me when i say tt.
tt was the feeling i first got when i saw him
AHAHA.
lynnie and i love JI HOO!
he's like so fucking nice.
we both want a bf like tt!
hai.
if only reel is real.

(:

2009-06-06T01:54:15Z

dun thk i've slpt this well
in a long while..

for some reason..
i woke up feeling good this morning.
its a wonderful feeling

you have no idea what this means to me
sth i haven't felt in a long time.
and its putting a smile on my face.
(:

procrastinate

2009-06-02T20:32:15Z

now i'm regretting.
that i did nth over the wkend
procrastinating work
and now i'm running outta time.

shan ♥

2009-05-25T08:32:24Z

it started with
lin shan, shannie
shanshine, shan shan
shanzy poo

i ♥ you

i cant believe its been 14yrs since i've known you.
thank you for being thr always.
i dunno what i'm doing now.
but i hope i'll be able to know soon.

i hope u'l know soon too.
wish u'd be happy always
and not let thoughts get u.
we'll all be fine.
someday. soon.
(:

jillyjiljils @ 2009-05-24T17:01:00

2009-05-24T07:30:42Z

"the people who suffering the most,
are those who don't know what they want"
- grey's

suppose thats really true, indeed.

anyways..
HAPPY 21st NESSIE POOPS!

i less than 3 you!
xoxo

jillyjiljils @ 2009-05-20T01:19:00

2009-05-19T16:11:53Z

thank you darling girls for the
LOVELY
PRESENTSS!
ZOMG
LOVE THEM ALL!
(((:

thank you for dinner too!!
xoxo

here's some peeks:

19 may 2009
the beginning of a wonderful journey ahead
with lotsa joy and happiness
laughters and smiles
xoxo
(((:

19 MAY 2009

2009-05-18T16:41:43Z

Thank you so muchs
darling girls!
who braved the cold to
surprise me!
(:
lubchewssss!
xoxo

Happy 21st to myself (:

19 may 2009

jillyjiljils @ 2009-05-17T18:56:00

2009-05-17T08:59:09Z

sometimes
we just don't know
when to stop.
do we?

i hope this will come to an end.
let tuesday mark the beginnings
of a new chapter.

F. A . T. FAT!

2009-05-09T13:56:36Z

OMFG
i ate and slpt damn ALOT the past 3 days.

thurs:
pasta
bruschetta
snacked on nuts
napped
huge bowl of cereal
ham cheese sandwich
snacked on nuts
had milo with biscuits

friday:
noodle soup
snacked on nuts
napped
sushi
sashimi
rice with oden
tomato egg
marinara stirfry
chicken broccolli stirfry
snacked on nuts
snacked on chocolates
snacked on nuts
sashimi

sat:
pasta
bruschetta
snacked on cereal
napped
rice with oden
napped
campbell's potato bacon
bruschetta
cheeseburger
fries

ZOMG
tts a hell lot!
and i haven been to the gym
my life sucks
srsly.
i have no control over myself
anymore.